When I am sad, I share.
When I am confuse, I share.
When I need a shoulder, I ask.
When things seem too tough, I share.

I learned to reach out and feel safe doing it in
AA meetings, because there is always someone who relatest to what am through, someone who cares to share experience , strenght and hope, someone who will listen and be there.

When I am progressing, I share.
When I feel good, I come to share.
When I am full of hope, I share.
When I have a brighter shining day, I share.

Thats why I am here today. To tell you that the clouds left. It is a sunny day in my heart. It is full of love and hope. Step nine is been a trilled, tough jorney. What could I do to repair a fault that can not be repaired?

Last weekend I was so sick, laying in bed, thinking my heart would just stop beat. And I saw what a bless it is to still be able to live another day and be here for my beloved ones. With seven of them in my house, all expecting on me to care and share life together, I saw what I can do to repair that I was not there when I lost one last year. I can be here and do my best today.

That pain will always be in my heart, and because it hurts so bad, I need to make each day as beautiful as possible.

I am very grateful today for a God , whatever it is, have filled my heart with love, that I can see this day as brigth as a day can be.

The promises are coming true. Donīt quit before you see the miracles.