I'm really lost on here. I tried going to live chat and maybe no one is on but there wasn't anyone to talk to. I also read something from the manager that said to click on the "get help now" button for immediate help and I couldn't locate it. I'm lost. I know I'm an alcoholic and I'm so tired of my life being out of control.

Everytime my man and I drink we fight. It's just not fun anymore. He's mean and he provokes me (although not always) and I get mean right back. It's just not right. I'm afraid to tell him I want to join AA so I thought at least maybe this will be a start. Maybe if he'll see that I'm not drinking then he'll make some changes too. I don't know. All I know now is I'm tired and I want to be sober.

Please give me some advise.

Hi! Welcome to the forums!

Hang in there ...

It's difficult to know when someone will be in the chat rooms. It might take a little while to make a connection with someone to talk to. However, the good news is that there are many AA chat rooms onliine and many online AA meetings.

For a directory of online email and chat meetings, try this:

http://www.aa-intergroup.org

For a worldwide schedule of AA chat meetings, try this:

http://www.aalivechat.com

For the local AA office nearest you, go here, get a phone number and call them:

http://www.aa.org/en_find_meeting.cfm

I also highly recommend my online home group:

http://www.e-aa.org

-- Dean