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http://www.ca.org/pdf/Publications/infoline_current.pdfSubject: Hello Hi
I was forwarded to this group by a TIAS member.I came to CA after binging for the last three months on crack and alcohol. I smoked it my car (which I just bought on installments 3 and a half monthsback), when I got freaked out, I'd drive to a cheap hotel and finish my **** there. Then Id drive across town again to get more.Im risking everything, breaking my mums heart, messing up at work, losing friends that have stuck with me up till now. Three years ago I had a heart attack. Last night while smoking my crack, my heart skipped some beats and i nearly passed out. Luckily I had my nitro spray with me. Im so tired and want to do anything to stop before I cant stop because Ive died. Im even out of funds and gas so I cannot even go to a meeting. They are across the city..please dont look at this as excuses but as a plea. I need help..i really do Sent from my iPhone.
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Hi . Its nice to know that there's someone who knows what Im going through. You're right. I cant trust myself. Im In the moment. But as Eckhart Tolle teaches us - living in the moment takes effort and want to live withoutregret. This will too. I am going to a meeting tomorrow. For now, I have been busy chatting to all of you and Im happy and grateful for that. I think my conversations with God need to begin again. I used to to talk to Him all the time. Things were good then. I had a girl who loved me so much,great friends, was a manager..you've heard it all before. Well Im going tomorrow.. Maybe I just might find a good friend Sent from my iPhone On 2011-12-11, at 8:02 PM, Hope Faith & Courage Meeting of C.A.
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As i read your words guys, I began to cry.
Welcome ....I was crying also when I was beaten and people would reach and it definetley feels good in the moment but that will not last..You have come to the right place... On the home front get to a meeting though and grab someone that has a spark in there eye and please listen to his direction for you sound like you can not trust yourself...I was exactly where you were at with my heart missing beats and still smoking crack...That is how we die bro!!!!!What people said here is good...God will give you strength if you surrender and ask for help...Good luck>>
Hi , Good to hear from you mate. My name is and I live in the UnitedKingdom. Your share took me back to the world of powerlessness and what I want to share with you is that I've been exactly where you are and have found a wayout. What I had to do was admit that I had a serious problem with crackcocaine and desperation was the only force which managed to penetrate my denial and tip the scale where my desire to stop became greater than my desireto use. Only then was I willing to take some steps, and in doing so find a way to stop using. It started by going to meetings every day, some times 2 or 3 a day and hangingout with those in the rooms. A sponsor came into my life as a result of goingto meetings and he took me through the 12 steps of Cocaine Anonymous and as aresult of being taken through the steps and learning how to practice them inmy life the thought of using left me some time ago. My life was all about smoking crack, every day I obsessed about crack, itruled my life. I stole, cheated, deceived, let people down, becameunemployable, unreliable, you name it , I'd become it. Lost in a world of addiction, hopeless and helpless until I felt desperate enough to seek a wayout. Today I'm repairing a life which was shattered beyond, I thought, repair.Yet through the fellowship, sponsorship and the 12 steps I'm rebuilding andwhilst it has taken many years to repair the damage the experience has been soincredible. Today my life is moving in a positive direction and I live inhope, faith and courage and know I never have to use again and return to thestate which got me here. There really is a way out of the place you currentlyfind yourself in . Please take some direction and get yourself to as manymeetings as you physically can and when you can ask someone to take youthrough the 12 steps. Your very life depends on it.
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