Its my first time with this organization and Im a little nervous. My situation is different than most I suppose. I had a great childhood, my family is great, my friends are fantastic and none of them drink more than a glass of wine per month and never drugs. So where did my bad influence come from? I just like that fuzzy feeling I get when I drink, but not to excess. Two or three glasses and Im good. ????????????? How do you send this thing?