i am curently on doc custody and i do not drive and there are no meetings near me it would be an hour and half bus ride for me to get to a meeting so i'm trying this i'm hoping that people still go on here because my probation officer thinks i don't want to go to meetings i've been through alot lately i just got my first felony my fiance is in jail for traficing stolen property and he was in work release but he messed that up now he is in king county jail i'm possibly getting evicted from my apartment with no place to go i lost custody of both my kids and my fiance's mom has my son and will only bring him to see me one day a week if i'm lucky my power got turned off and it's on now i work part time as a cashier but they are cutting hours so i can barely pay the bills right now and i wanted it all to go away i had 2 yrs clean and sober but being alone i just wanted all my pain to go away i smoke meth i don't drink never really have but i hade an almost week long binge ending march 3rd i know it was a mistake and i hate myself for it but it happened and now i have to deal with it so if people still read this that would be awesome or if there is meetings going on in the chat room please let me know thank you

Hello, AB. Thanks for posting.

Our chat rooms are rarely used, but I can give you a couple of places where you may find some help right away.

http://www.stepchat.com/index.htm

http://www.aaonline.net

Dean

thank you so much i really appriecate it

Hi There, relapse makes us all feel like dirt and is not recommended, however it happens and we have the ability to learn from our mistakes if we are lucky enough to make it back to AA or NA. If you have the desire to stay sober and are willing to take some action then your life can and will improve if you work at it. You feel free to contact me if you need to talk, you should be able to email me. You are not alone you are not alone.

John C

I am also new to this on-line thing. I'm not even sure if I'm doing any of this right! I was really hoping people still used this site as well. I can't seem to find any one to talk to to help me out. I'm an alcoholic and I don't have the money to spend on gas to be driving back and forth from meeting to meeting! So I was really hoping this on-line thing would work out for me too. How are you doing now?